Fragile Thoughts

Preparing myself into workforce one more time

I write about what I should do to prepare myself to join in the workforce in the next month and a simple plan on how to achieve it

2025 in my life So far: a summary written in first december

I am talking about what I have been going through in 2025 on why I resigned from my shitty job and a simple flashback in 2024.

I am fucking up the positive streak again

Fucked up my day from positive streak and not letting it ruin my day. I am not gonna give up on bad things I did.

Made a small progress this week

A slow but steady week of progress - completing onboarding paperwork for a new job, making headway on a personal web project, and finding joy in cooking meals for my family.

My Nemesis 1: Analysis Paralysis

All I need is ship it. I don't need my product to be perfect. The real battle is fighting against my ego and laziness. Just do it. Do the easiest so it is almost possible to say no to it.

I think I lied this whole time

A confession of self-deception about procrastination, half-hearted job searching, and failed business attempts, with a resolve to focus fully on future commitments.

Making deliberate stupid moves

I write about my plans to create a digital product with a proven demands but saturated market.

My regrets during my campuse life

Reflections from my 30s — My campus life was suck, it was not the campus that bad, it was me that too stupid

How to be pathetic just like me

Reflections from my 30s — stories of being lost, failing, and slowly figuring out what life really means.